Heart consciousness

I realized that 'thinking more' does not create solutions or rather, it can create more 'problems' and believing that you need to solve those 'problems' by thinking more and more.

I make a choice yesterday, i choose to not to make any more 'problems' nor to create any 'solutions'. I let any thoughts and emotions to be. The choice has a magical effect!

Even with 'problems' being perceived but with no reactions from me, there's this peace in me. After awhile, those problems seem to disappear on its own along with the negative emotions and pains.

Then i found the 'answer'

"The answer to fear is never to think more. It is to think less and to trust the flow of life. It is to fall back into the state of grace that is your birthright. It is to release instead of to grab hold."

Unconsciously, i have been 'struggling' to fix my 'struggle'. It is a paradox, a cycle that can only be end by un-reacting to the struggle. It needs your reaction to stay alive.

Gradually i experienced some positive changes. I am more in peace and there's no urge to control anything. I am living in grace. My sense perception grows naturally, i am being more aware of my inner and outer surroundings more. I am slowly going beyond duality of what's good and bad. I am led to new discoveries and the tiny desires i have are manifesting.

I believe this is labelled as a transition into Heart consciousness. It's not about rejecting the bad side and welcoming the good side. It's about accepting all of it without attachment nor judgement. You are not your thoughts nor emotions but being conscious of the thoughts and emotions.

I am in peace and also excited by what i can discover next.